nothing interesting happened in school today. everything looked so dull. joe said i dont look cheerful for the past 2days. hahh. school past slowly like a slow painful death. it was pathetic. the food tasted like crap. the company had no fun in it. went to the gym after school. i had 0% mood to lift any shits no wonder i had this feeling i didnt achieve anything. got home. had a hearty meal.
"if only" kept appearing in my mind. if only everything went well. if only i didnt say anything. if only we were so close to start with. if only you didnt know much about me. IF ONLY. but what the fuck. everything has happened and it stinks real bad. i feel stupid. constant rejections smacked right in front of me sucks , i can't take it. i lacked the courage to do anything already. why why why. god give me a sign. if only.
i hope i'll do well for napfa. ha ha ha ha ha.
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